STROKE
Bobbie Calhoun, 2021
Her front door was mildewed aluminum
In the center, an S in a circle
It banged away in the night wind
We forgot to latch it shut
My brother brought me forward in the oven-warm house
A misaligned hen to his rooster, both of us served up to her
She wore no kerchief
No bracelets clinked together
She looked nothing at all like the
Gypsy he'd promised
A frayed housecoat fell around her too large
Snaps fastened up to her parchment throat
Come here she said not getting up from her kitchen chair
Fingers graze my good palm
Jagged dance, an attempt at a graceful swirl
Unkept nails scratch soft skin
You said goodbye to a man
He broke your heart
And just as I was about to sigh
Of course you would say that
She breathed the name of his mark
An eagle, wings spread
Full
Just below his beltline
No one knew but me
And his thousand other lovers
She named a flower I once kept
Nailed to my bedroom wall
In another city
In another time
My brother smiled
But did you see the stroke I asked
My brother frowned
Her fingers dug into my palm
Of course of course she whispered
I snatched my hand away but she fast-caught the edge of my sleeve
The working side of my mouth curled in disgust
No let's go
You were late she said
You were told to come
The door banged
The stitching on my sleeve opened the tiniest of tears
I told you, my brother said
I told you
© B.A. Calhoun - 2021